Fiber & Personal Musings
For those fiber enthusiasts amongst my readers, there is fiber related content below.
For friends and voyeurs, here's some personal content. You'll have no doubt by now notice that I have not gotten around to posting much about what we've been doing here since TNNA ended. Mostly hanging out with friends and doing touristy things, but also checking out the real estate and job markets.
Last time I visited San Diego, I stayed for 10 years. I'd do the same today, and not even go back to Colorado to get my stuff, if I could. But at this point in my life, I am not mentally ready to start over at ground zero again. I've been in a funk all week, at the same time as being thrilled to be here, and I've been awake every night trying to figure out what I think about all of this. So what I'm writing now is an attempt to figure out what I think by putting it into words.
After I moved to San Diego from Tennessee in the late 1980s, I had recurring nightmares that I somehow left California and got stuck somewhere else in the country and could not afford to get back to the West Coast. When we moved here, I thought I would stay here forever, because it is my favorite place of anywhere I have ever lived (and, incidentally, since I've left, it is the only place I have left behind that I've ever missed). So here I am living my nightmare, except that I also love my life in Colorado. I just don't, I have come to realize, actually love Colorado. In fact two of my friends in Longmont are also from San Diego, which is undoubtedly just a coincidence, but I am going to pretend I think it's some kind of a sign.
So, anyway, today Dom and I sort of decided to start looking for a condo here. A small palce that we can buy as a second home and maybe retire to when our CO house is paid off and we are sick of gardening and yardwork. Dom said, "I knew this would happen if we came here. That's why I never suggested coming here for a vacation before." He jumped at the chance to leave when I said I wanted to go to Colorado, because he always wanted to own a house and we were never in the right place at the right time to be able to afford on in California.
So, I'm still not sure what I think. I don't see how I could ever have quit my day job and written two books and supported myself as a freelancer without moving to Colorado and drastically cutting my expenses. And I didn't start missing San Diego until last year, after visiting Vegas and getting a whif of nearby California on the breeze. So, as usual, I have no regrets about the decisions I've made that led to my current situation, but, DAMN, I miss this place and the people here. If I left Colorado, I don't think I'd miss it at all (although I would miss some new friends, that's not the same as missing the place).
OK, enough whining and thinking aloud. If it works out, we'll buy a condo as a second home here and on the jacket copy for future books, I'll say, "Donna Druchunas lives in Colorado and California." Now Dom just has to find a job that is as portable as mine, so we can come here for a month as a time!
Now here's the promised fiber content. I have not searched out any yarn shops here, because I'm on the "knitting from your stash" bandwagon until September (with an allowance to buy yarn when I am in England and Lithuania). I haven't knitted all week, either. I did bring a sweater with me to work on, but during the trip here I sat or stepped on my bamboo needles and broke one, so I've been resting my hands.



Again, excuse me for any stupid typos and check out more of Dom's photos here:
San Diego Zoo photos
Whale Watching photos
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